A beast in the tall grass—
Still as stone until the wind shifts,
Then gone in a flash.
The Room Above the City
The apartment was on the eleventh floor, tucked into a building that had seen better years. The kind of place where the elevator groaned every time it moved, where the walls carried the faint smell of old paint and distant cigarette smoke. The kind of place people passed through, never really staying, always planning their next move.
The room itself was sparse. A futon on the floor, a desk pushed against the window, a single chair. The bookshelf, however, was full—lined with worn paperbacks, notebooks filled with half-formed ideas, loose sheets of paper with sketches and calculations that had stopped making sense weeks ago.
At the desk, a man sat motionless, staring at his laptop screen. The glow from the monitor painted his face in cold light, contrasting against the deep shadows in the rest of the room. The city stretched out beneath him—car headlights flickering like fireflies, distant neon signs humming in the night.
He had been like this for hours. Not stuck, not bored, just waiting.
Because obsession was a tide. And he had learned that when it pulled away, you did not chase it.
You waited.
The Nature of Obsession
Most people misunderstand obsession. They think it’s something you can summon at will, something you can force into existence with enough discipline, enough effort.
But true obsession is not controlled.
It is an animal—wild, untamed, unpredictable. It moves when it wants, disappears when it pleases. And those who try to grasp it too tightly only end up exhausting themselves.
- A lion does not hunt when it is not hungry.
- A musician does not force a song before it is ready to be played.
- A writer does not wring words from an empty mind.
The mistake is thinking that stillness is wasted time. That waiting is idleness.
But the lion resting in the shade is not lazy. It is waiting.
And when the moment comes—it moves.
The War Between Stillness and Action
Somewhere in the city, people were burning themselves out in fluorescent-lit offices, drowning in endless to-do lists, mistaking constant movement for progress.
There was a man, two blocks away, staring at a spreadsheet he would never care about.
There was a woman, sitting in a café, scrolling through job listings she had no intention of applying for.
There was a student, flipping through pages of a textbook, not reading a single word.
All of them exhausted. All of them moving, but never forward.
Because the world teaches you that success is about consistency. That you must grind every day, push through, never stop. But the truth is—greatness is not found in constant motion.
It is found in the rhythm between stillness and intensity.
A fire does not burn endlessly. It consumes, then rests.
A wave does not crash without pause. It pulls back before striking again.
A lion does not hunt all day. It waits. Then it devours.
Wabi-sabi is about embracing imperfection, but it is also about accepting the rhythm of things.
The tree does not bloom all year—it has its season.
The tide does not stay high—it recedes, only to return.
The mind does not remain on fire—it burns, then cools.
Obsessions come and go, like waves against the shore.
The mistake is fearing the quiet moments, the times when inspiration fades, when the hunger disappears.
But nothing is lost.
It is only waiting to return.
Lessons from the Lion Who Knows When to Rest
- Stillness is not failure—it is preparation.
- Obsession cannot be forced. It arrives when it is ready.
- The world moves in cycles—burn, then rest, then burn again.
- If you chase too hard, you will only drive inspiration further away.
- Be ready. And when it comes, move with everything you have.
The Room, the City, the Moment Before the Hunt
The cursor blinked on the screen. The man in the apartment exhaled, pushed back his chair, and stood.
Outside, the city pulsed, indifferent to whether he worked tonight or not. The world did not care if he moved or remained still.
And that was fine.
He stretched, rolled his shoulders, turned off the laptop.
Tonight, he would rest. Not out of defeat, but out of understanding.
Because soon, the hunger would return. The moment would come. And when it did—
He would be ready.
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