A figure stands still—
One reaching, one recoiling,
Truth lies in the space between.
The Hotel Lobby That Swallowed Time
The hotel lobby smelled of citrus and expensive silence, the kind of hush that only money can buy. It wasn’t the kind of place people lingered—too polished, too intentional, like a stage set waiting for actors who never quite arrived.
He found himself there by accident, waiting for an appointment he no longer wanted to attend, scrolling through his phone without really seeing. The kind of passive motion that passed for being alive these days.
And then he saw them.
The statues.
One white, smooth, its body rounded with an uncanny fullness. It loomed forward, fingers outstretched, expression unreadable. The other, smaller, blue, curled inward as if the world had proven itself too much. Limbs pulled close, face turned away, avoiding something unseen.
For a moment, he wasn’t in a lobby anymore. He wasn’t waiting for anything.
He was staring at something he knew.
The Shape of Shame
Shame is not an emotion. It is a shape.
It is the curve of a back bent inward, the tightening of arms around one’s own body, the way fingers curl when there’s nothing left to hold onto.
He recognized the shape immediately.
The way it presses into your skin like a bruise, the way it echoes in your mind long after the moment has passed. He had been that figure before—folded into himself, shrinking away, pretending that if he took up less space, the world might forget to hurt him.
And yet, the other figure—the one standing, pointing, accusing—was no stranger either.
How many times had he played both roles?
How many times had he sat in a room and felt judgment settle onto him like dust, coating his skin in an invisible film of inadequacy?
And how many times had he, in turn, extended a finger, pronounced silent verdicts in his own mind, reduced another human being to nothing more than a mistake, a failure, a disappointment?
The statues did not move. But they did not need to.
They had already spoken.
Wabi-Sabi and the Beauty of Imperfection
Wabi-sabi teaches that nothing is perfect, nothing is permanent, nothing is finished.
A crack in the porcelain does not make a cup useless.
A wound in the skin does not make a body unworthy.
A past filled with mistakes does not make a person irredeemable.
The statues would remain where they stood, frozen in their silent conversation. But he—he could move.
He could decide that maybe shame did not have to be carried forever.
That maybe judgment did not have to be absolute.
That maybe, just maybe, the space between the two figures was where something else could grow.
Lessons from a Moment That Was Not Meant to Matter
- We are all the accused. And we are all the accuser.
- No one is as broken as they believe. No one is as whole as they pretend.
- The past is not a prison, unless you decide to never leave.
- There is no weight heavier than judgment. And no release greater than forgiveness.
- What we choose to see in others is often just a reflection of ourselves.
His phone vibrated in his pocket. The appointment. He had already missed it.
For the first time that day, he breathed.
A real breath, one that reached his lungs, not just the surface of his skin.
He stood up, walked past the statues, past the polished floors and the quiet conversations and the doors that led back to the real world.
He did not turn back.
He did not need to.
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