A breath of wind—
Salt, dust, sun-warmed stone,
Time folds in on itself.
The House on the Hill
The road to my grandmother’s house was always longer than I remembered. Worn cobblestones, cracked and uneven, stretched upward, winding toward a place where time seemed to hold its breath. The air was thick with the scent of cypress trees, of the distant sea, of something I could never name but always knew.
I hadn’t been back in years. Not since the funeral, not since the house had stood empty, waiting for someone to decide what should be done with it. But as I pushed open the heavy wooden door, dust curling in the shafts of late afternoon light, I smelled it.
Oranges.
Faint, but unmistakable.
I followed it, my feet silent against the cool tiles, down the narrow hallway that led to the kitchen. The room was smaller than I remembered, the windows clouded with time. But on the sill, brittle and curling, lay a row of dried orange peels.
I reached for one. The edges crumbled between my fingers, but when I lifted it to my nose—there it was. The sharp bitterness of citrus, the warmth of summer afternoons long past.
And just like that, I was seven years old again.
The Memory Inside the Peel
My grandmother had a way of making the ordinary feel sacred. She never spoke about it, never made a ceremony of it, but you could see it in the way she peeled an orange—slowly, carefully, in long, unbroken spirals. The way she hummed while she worked, the melody drifting between us like the scent of the fruit itself.
She would press the peel to my hands, letting the oil mist into my skin.
“Close your eyes,” she would say. “Breathe it in. You’ll remember this one day.”
At the time, I had only laughed, wrinkling my nose at the sharpness. But now, standing in the silent kitchen of a house that no longer belonged to anyone, I understood.
Some memories are not stored in words or photographs. Some are folded inside scents, waiting for the right moment to unfurl.
The Wabi-Sabi of Remembering
Time moves forward, but memory bends backward. The places we leave behind are never as they were, but pieces of them remain—hidden in the cracks of the present, waiting to be found.
Wabi-sabi teaches us that beauty exists in the imperfect, in the things that slip through our fingers.
A scent is a bridge to another time.
A faded photograph is a window, not a prison.
A forgotten melody lingers longer than the words we try to hold onto.
Maybe memories aren’t meant to be perfect. Maybe they are meant to be felt.
Lessons From the Peels Left to Dry
- The past does not live in objects, but in the spaces between moments.
- Small things hold the most weight—pay attention.
- You cannot return to where you once were, but you can carry it with you.
- Not everything has to be remembered perfectly to be remembered well.
- What was once ordinary will someday feel like magic.
The Last Orange Peel
The house would be sold soon. Someone else would walk these halls, open these drawers, fill the space with new stories.
I took one last look around before I turned to leave. But before I did, I reached down and took a single dried peel from the windowsill, tucking it gently into my pocket.
Not as a keepsake. Not as something to cling to.
But as a reminder—of summer afternoons, of hands peeling fruit with practiced grace, of laughter drifting in a house that once held so much life.
Somewhere, in a world not too far from this one, a child sat cross-legged on the floor, watching spirals of rind fall into a dish, breathing in the scent of a summer that would never quite end.
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