A breath of wind—
Salt, dust, sun-warmed stone,
Time folds in on itself.
The Orange Peels on the Windowsill
There is a certain scent—faint, fleeting, yet unmistakable. The sharp bitterness of citrus rind mixed with the heat of the afternoon sun. It doesn’t come often, but when it does, it cuts through time like a blade through silk.
I could be anywhere—a train station, a quiet street in a city far from where I was born. And yet, the moment it hits, I am seven years old again, sitting cross-legged on the tiled floor of my grandmother’s kitchen.
She would peel oranges in long, unbroken spirals, letting them fall into a shallow dish, their oils misting into the air. The rinds would be left on the windowsill to dry, curling at the edges like ancient parchment.
“Keeps the house smelling fresh,” she would say.
I never questioned it. The scent was warm, familiar, and absolute.
The Shape of Memory
It’s strange, the things that stay with us. Not the birthdays or the grand occasions, not even the lessons spoken with intent. No, it’s the small things—the way sunlight slanted through lace curtains, the weight of a book too heavy for small hands, the quiet hum of a radio playing a song whose name I never learned.
Time moves forward, but memory folds inward.
The streets of my childhood no longer exist the way I remember them. The buildings have changed, faces have aged, even the air feels different. But then—just for a moment—a waft of orange and sun-warmed dust, and the past rushes back, whole and untouched.
The Wabi-Sabi of Remembering
Wabi-sabi teaches us that beauty is found in the transient, in the things that slip through our fingers like sand.
A scent is a bridge to another time.
A faded photograph is a window, not a prison.
A forgotten melody lingers longer than the words we try to hold onto.
Memories are not meant to be perfect. They are meant to be felt.
Lessons From the Peels Left to Dry
- The past does not live in objects, but in the spaces between moments.
- Small things hold the most weight—pay attention.
- You cannot return to where you once were, but you can carry it with you.
- Not everything has to be remembered perfectly to be remembered well.
- What was once ordinary will someday feel like magic.
The Sun, the Citrus, the Years That Never Left
The last time I visited my grandmother’s house, it was empty. The walls were bare, the kitchen silent. But when I opened a drawer, I found them—dried orange peels, curled with age, their scent faded but not gone.
I took one, just one, and held it between my fingers.
Somewhere in the distance, a child sat cross-legged on the floor, watching spirals of rind fall into a dish, breathing in the scent of a summer that would never quite end.