For the restless mind that wants to come home. And you will find time.
Lie down.
Flat on your back.
Let the ground take your weight like a friend who says stay.
Close your lips softly, as if sealing a finished letter.
Breathe through your nose. Quiet. Gentle. Small.
Awkward is fine.
Inhale. Exhale.
Let each breath become a little slower, a little softer.
Soon it begins to breathe you.
When the air moves easily, listen inside.
Inhale and think So.
Exhale and think Hom.
Not as words. As sound.
A current that says I am here.
The inner sound
And then, speak without meaning.
Only inside your head.
Let sounds roll like a tide.
Nonsense syllables. Fragments. Echoes.
Something ancient. Something new.
It does not matter what.
Sound becomes breath. Breath becomes stillness.
Now let go of control.
Do not hunt for a good syllable.
Do not arrange a pattern.
Drop the steering wheel.
Whatever comes is what comes.
It will feel clumsy at first. Keep going.
If you need a door, start simple and let it change by itself:
om… ma… ya… so… la… kee… na…
or just a soft hum that bends into made-up sounds.
Keep it light. Keep it quiet.
Imagine you are underwater and bubbles form their own shapes without you planning them.
After a minute you are not speaking anymore. It is speaking.
Your breath follows that rhythm.
Thoughts fall behind it like leaves in a slow stream.
This is letting go. Not silence. Freedom from control.
You do not force the calm. You stop interrupting it.
If it fades, let it fade.
If thinking returns, begin a new stream of sounds.
Each time takes less effort. Each time you fall a little deeper.
You may feel warmth at the eyes or hands.
You may feel your jaw soften and your throat open.
You may feel nothing at all.
All of this is right.
Keep going until you forget you are doing anything.
The body breathes. The mind hums.
For a while there is no line between them.
When it ebbs, do not chase it.
Rest.
Let the silence after the sound be enough.
This is where the calm hides. In surrender, not effort.
Wabi-sabi meditation is not escaping the noise of life.
It is letting the noise learn to sing.